Thursday, September 22, 2011

Drama Drama Drama

Oh boy, so a lot has went down since the last time I updated. Lets see if I can actually remember everything. haha
We told Billy's Dad. It went AWFUL! He didn't scream. He didn't yell. He wasn't happy. He did...nothing. We had Billy's older sister stay with us while we told, for support. Everyone was talking having a good time then Billy said "well there is something I need to tell you dad. Kaitlin is pregnant." His dad looked at me and said "is she really?" I confirmed. Billy's father than said "Wow, this could have waited till after my birthday. Better find an apartment" Billy asked if he wanted to see the sonogram which his father answered with a very stern NO. It was then silent for a few seconds and he then picked back up his conversation with Jessica and Thom like nothing ever happened. He has yet to even say anything to billy and that was almost two weeks ago. They haven't talked about it. He is acting like nothing happened other than the fact that he completely ignores me now when I see him. It sucks. Billy hasn't even told his dad that he is moving out and moving in with me in the next few weeks. ugh.

New topic, because the previous makes me so frustrated- Billy and I have decided to stay at my moms for a little bit after the baby is born. My mom has graciously offered to let us stay here for only $300 a month plus groceries. We are so grateful. It'll give us a chance to save up a lot of money so we can move out on our own. Plus we will have support when we need it cause as my mom said "You have no idea what you are in for" haha.

Lets see, lets see, what else. Oh I told Portia, my best friend. She was shocked, but happy for me. We also told our boss. Again, incredibly shocked. We wanted to wait until I was further along to tell everyone at work, but surprise surprise, Billy's step mom told Hillary, Billy's ex-girlfriend (aka the one that got away according to Billy's father) and she has told several people at work. So now it is slowly but surely getting around. Oh well. I was super frustrated and angry about it at first, but now, I am just letting whatever happens happen. What's done is done and I can't do anything to change that.

On a happier note, I am falling more and more in love with my baby and my babies father. It is crazy. I can't wait to go back to the doctor tomorrow to see how big my little bean has gotten! I can't wait until I can start to feel it move, and find out the gender. I want to go baby shopping so bad! haha.
any ways, that is all for now. I shall update sometime tomorrow or the next day after my doctor's appointment!

Edit: I completely forgot to tell you how is mother took it! She was shocked (like everyone else) but is so excited! She is so happy that she is going to have a grandchild! She is being super supportive and is so happy for us. I am so happy that she is my child's grandmother and that she will one day be my mother in law! yay!

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