Drama Drama Drama

Oh boy, so a lot has went down since the last time I updated. Lets see if I can actually remember everything. haha
We told Billy's Dad. It went AWFUL! He didn't scream. He didn't yell. He wasn't happy. He did...nothing. We had Billy's older sister stay with us while we told, for support. Everyone was talking having a good time then Billy said "well there is something I need to tell you dad. Kaitlin is pregnant." His dad looked at me and said "is she really?" I confirmed. Billy's father than said "Wow, this could have waited till after my birthday. Better find an apartment" Billy asked if he wanted to see the sonogram which his father answered with a very stern NO. It was then silent for a few seconds and he then picked back up his conversation with Jessica and Thom like nothing ever happened. He has yet to even say anything to billy and that was almost two weeks ago. They haven't talked about it. He is acting like nothing happened other than the fact that he completely ignores me now when I see him. It sucks. Billy hasn't even told his dad that he is moving out and moving in with me in the next few weeks. ugh.

New topic, because the previous makes me so frustrated- Billy and I have decided to stay at my moms for a little bit after the baby is born. My mom has graciously offered to let us stay here for only $300 a month plus groceries. We are so grateful. It'll give us a chance to save up a lot of money so we can move out on our own. Plus we will have support when we need it cause as my mom said "You have no idea what you are in for" haha.

Lets see, lets see, what else. Oh I told Portia, my best friend. She was shocked, but happy for me. We also told our boss. Again, incredibly shocked. We wanted to wait until I was further along to tell everyone at work, but surprise surprise, Billy's step mom told Hillary, Billy's ex-girlfriend (aka the one that got away according to Billy's father) and she has told several people at work. So now it is slowly but surely getting around. Oh well. I was super frustrated and angry about it at first, but now, I am just letting whatever happens happen. What's done is done and I can't do anything to change that.

On a happier note, I am falling more and more in love with my baby and my babies father. It is crazy. I can't wait to go back to the doctor tomorrow to see how big my little bean has gotten! I can't wait until I can start to feel it move, and find out the gender. I want to go baby shopping so bad! haha.
any ways, that is all for now. I shall update sometime tomorrow or the next day after my doctor's appointment!

Edit: I completely forgot to tell you how is mother took it! She was shocked (like everyone else) but is so excited! She is so happy that she is going to have a grandchild! She is being super supportive and is so happy for us. I am so happy that she is my child's grandmother and that she will one day be my mother in law! yay!

Another Big Day

So after a nice long day at work, Billy and I went over to my dad's for dinner (although due to this lovely "all day sickness" I wasn't able to eat anything). We pulled my dad out onto the patio and broke the news to him. I do believe my exact words were "Well, I don't know how to say this but, uhm... You are going to be a grandpa!" Then came the silence, awkward nervous laughing then he managed to stumbled out the words "congratulations...?!" Then a lot of stumbled words, but I do believe there was a mixture of shock, excitement, nervousness for us, and happiness for us. I am honestly surprise at his reaction. I was expecting the worst, but am very happy that it went well.

We then went inside and told my little brother, and his response was to give us both high-fives, then make some inappropriate sex jokes. Haha.My older brother reacted with shock, but congratulated us and seemed happy for us.

Then we headed over to ihop to meet up with Billy's sister. We told her and showed her the sonograms and she was excited. I am super happy to have her support and excitement. I know she will be super supportive throughout everything.

Now tomorrow we are telling his mom after church and telling his dad after we go out to dinner. So we shall see how that goes. I am nervous but super excited for his mom to know.

My mind is still running wild with everything. It is all just becoming so real ya know? I can't wait to have another sonogram to see the little one growing inside of me.

Stay tuned for updates tomorrow on how his parents took it!

Doctor's visit

Well, the doctors visit went very well. I am not as far along as I originally thought I was. They estimated about 4 1/2 to 5 weeks, but they want me to come back in 2 weeks to get a better look. Right now the baby is 3.3 mm long. The doc said itll grow about 1 mm every day! Isn't that crazy? Billy and I got to see the little heart beat. It was breath taking and crazy and wonderful and scary and amazing all at the same time. Billy and I couldn't stop staring at each other and smiling. It was a great feeling. I can't wait to go back in two weeks to get a better look at the little one inside of me!

We went ahead and told my mom today. That was scary, but it went very well. She was shocked and didn't believe me. Then exclaimed "That's why you didn't drink!" referring to the fact I wouldn't drink any alcohol while we were at my family reunion. She is very supportive. She isn't mad which I am so grateful for. She is definitely nervous for us but at the same time I think she is excited and happy for us. We will be telling the rest of our parents this weekend/the beginning of next week. I am so scared as to what my father is going to say. I have a feeling he is going to hate me or be very angry with me. We shall see how it goes!

getting nervous

So, tomorrow is my first doctors appointment. I am nervous. I am so afraid that for some reason those tests were wrong. I have already fallen in love with this baby inside of me and if for some reason it was all not real, I don't know what I would do. I know I am being crazy. I took three pregnancy tests that where positive. Of course it is true!

I really hope I am far enough a long that they will do a sonogram. I wanna see my little baby! I think we are planning on telling my mom tomorrow night. Then we will tell the other parents some time this weekend. I am so scared. I have no idea what they will say.

It may be a bit early, idk, but i do believe I am beginning to show. All of my pants are way to tight. I can barley wear my work shirts. Someone at work asked billy if i was pregnant today ( he played it off like I wasn't but didnt actually give her an answer) but obviously people are starting to realize. It is crazy.
It confuses me though. I work with a girl who is at least two months ahead of me and she still looks stick thin. IDK. The human body is a very interesting thing.
Ill updated again tomorrow sometime after my appointment. Can't wait!!!