So even though this blog will probably be secret for awhile, I needed somewhere to put my thoughts.
I took a pregnancy test this morning. Those two lines showed up. And rather than feeling upset,or not wanting this or feeling super scared, I am surprisingly calm and excited. I know it is a bit taboo in our day and time for a 20 year old college student to be excited about a pregnancy, but I am. Don't get me wrong, I am bit scared and nervous of the unknown, but I know Billy and I will be OK.
The test wasn't too much of a shock. I have been feeling nauseous, moody, horrible heartburn, and obviously no period.
It is hard not being able to tell anyone yet. We don't want to tell anyone at work until I start showing because the rumor mill is constantly turning there. I have so many questions. What do I do now? What medications am I allowed to take? What foods should I avoid? Can I fly in an airplane? When will I start showing? How long until this nausea goes away? I have so many more questions and I just can't wait till I can start asking everyone else about there experiences.
More to come soon.
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