Saturday, November 19, 2011

Hospitals and Stress

So it has been a pretty rough several weeks. Had to go to the hospital THREE times now. First time I was in the ER, and the other two I had to stay over night. First time I was having severe abdominal and back pain and was throwing up. They said I might have kidney stones. Sent me home with pain meds and anti nausea medicine. About a week later I got pretty dehydrated from throwing up and not being able to keep anything down and then the pain came back. Went to my doctor, they sent me to the hospital for a one night stay. Got pumped full of liquids, antibiotics, and pain meds, and slept a lot. They sent me home. A week later I was having the same problems but worse. Couldn't keep any food OR liquids down causing me to get even more dehydrated and apparantley still had some kidney stones. This time stayed in the hospital for two nights. It sucked.
I was so worried about the baby. But we heard the babies heartbeat five different times and they said everything was fine with the baby, I was just the one suffering. Had lots of pain meds and more fluids and more antibiotics. I am feeling better though. And I hoping this is all behind me. What happened to the second trimester being the easiest? so far it has been nothing but awful for me! Apparantley this baby wants to give me hell before it comes out. haha.

Well, besides all the hospital drama, I have been worrying so much about how much time I want to (or can) take off after the baby is born. I WANT to take two months off work. But realistically I don't think that is possible. Billy and I still have sit down and figure out our monies but I don't know if that will be possible. Also I am worrying about my insurance and insurance for the baby. I signed up for insurance at work, but I am afraid if i take to much time off that ill be dropped from the insurance. Long story short, if I don't have enough hours at work my insurance can drop me. Sucks a lot. I still have to figure out the details. I just want everything to be good for this baby.

Silly grown up stuffs and being an adult and a mommy.

any ways, I have to be at work in like nine minutes so I should probably get off here. Have a good day!